Come, my dear, and listen well,
For I have a story to tell!
It spans a lifetime begun with sorrow
And ends with happiness only borrowed.
A child here sat once, long ago,
Before she was told that this is so.
She asked me a question that she didn't know,
So an answer I could not provide that time long ago.
She thought she understood what she asked,
But the truth from even her was well masked,
And I could not answer her then,
Though I wished an answer to her send.
She was so young, but a lost little child
Kept in a cage because she was wild.
Freedom, she asked for again and again,
A way for her heart to mend.
I wish I could have given her that,
And I think I'll probably be angry for a long time,
because I trusted you so much
-with so much-
and you didn't even trust me with this.
Because you still don't and I don't know how to face you anymore
when a year of my life was filled with your lies.
And how even when I asked you
you lied to me
again
and again
and again again again
and so every day I vouched for you
because I believed you more than I ever should have-
more than you ever deserved.
But then people began to call you out
and I stood up to gather the pitchforks and bullets that I was sure they'd misplaced
and you lied to me so that I would do it again.
And how you finally told me